2011

2011

Another 365 days filled with
adventures, excitement, trials, shakings, shocking news,
history making, difficulties.

I'm not excited about 2011, because I know it'll be exciting.
& in everything, God is in control
& that all things work for the good of those who love Him.

Compared to last year, I have become less optimistic.
I now have the 'que sara sara' attitude because I'm ...afraid.
I know that shouldn't be, but I surmise that's the reason.
Afraid. Tired. Anxious.

I'd hear of more natural disasters,
will Malaysia, continue to be shielded from heart-throbbing disasters?
I had wished to see something strike her,
to awaken the nation,
an earthquake, a flood,
I saw myself unafraid, because I know God is in control.
Now, I don't know anymore.

I think "A Golden Age"[a book] has affected me more than I had imagined.

Whatever that will happen this year-2011,
I surrender them to You, God.
There will be many trials, help me to me triumphal over them.
There will be a falling away, safeguard my fragile heart.
I need You.
Will I love grow cold? I pray not.
Strengthen me. Sustain me.
I can't do it without you. ever.
Take charge, help me put You first in everything,
I invite You into my life, my decisions, my everything,
& ask You to take full control.

"Till I see You face to face,
& grace amazing takes me home.
I'll trust in You."


http://swtland-sherwyn.blogspot.com/2010/01/halo-2010.html
can you see the contrast?