Jealousy

It is jealousy.

And I only realize it today.

I am jealous, that was why.

And it should not be, I don't wanna end up in Hell for being jealous over trivial matters.

It's still very difficult to get out of this mindset.

Dear God, help me.

Why not?

Because he liked her before.

So what? Not like you never liked anyone!

It's different. It was mutual. And so many.

Many? Like how many?

At least 2. Or 3

Isn't like the one in your case? So you're not going to just because of the many?

No. Not at all. Mine was not mutual, and it was brief.

Ultimately, why?! Are you insecure or what?

I just can't get it off my mind. Perhaps it's because of jealousy. Oh, no!